In My Car (feat. Madeline Kenney)

I can’t call it

What I know it is

And I won’t touch you

Before the end of this

It reminds me of a fever

And that feelings are just chemicals

They say your body won’t remember

As long as the pain was all physical

I’ll forget every moment

Until you don’t exist

While I was choking you didn’t notice

And you gave me a kiss

It sounds just like a story

That you’d said was pseudo-intellectual

Sorry to be so boring

Whenever you look at me like an animal

I’ll wait to go out ‘til you turn your back

Then watch you through the windows

(I can’t call it what I know it is)

I’ll sit in my car ‘til the lights go black

And stare into my cellphone

(I can’t call it what I know it is)

I’ll sit in my car ‘til the lights go black

I’ll sit in my car ‘til the lights go black

I’ll sit in my car ‘til the lights go black

And stare into my cellphone