Comfort

I've been searching for home in hotel rooms Looking for love where I left it Something to tether my heart to But I let go when I get it Last time I left the door open They messed up the clothes in my suitcase I keep running back to that moment I should let go and I'll get it I need comfort, but I hate being comfortable I wonder why I hate getting what I want It's torture, but I can't seem to shake it off (shake it off, shake it off) If I could retrace my footsteps to see where I lost my direction Then maybe we'd never look back 'Cause you push and I pull back And you know I wish I could change What if I don't blame the past, I'll break this anyway (ah) 'Cause if I could retrace my footsteps, it'd be me and I know that I need comfort, but I hate being comfortable I wonder why I hate getting what I want It's torture, but I can't seem to shake it off It's all in my head, I fuck up again and again I need comfort, but I hate being satisfied Don't hope, it's the hope that kills me every time Come close but not close enough to change my mind It's all in my head and I know I'll do it again Wanna stay, wanna run, wanna disappear I keep biting my tongue just to keep you here Made you wait for someone I could never be And it's killing me Wanna stay, wanna run, wanna disappear I keep biting my tongue just to keep you here Made you wait for someone I could never be, oh-oh-oh I need comfort, but I hate being comfortable I wonder why I hate getting what I want It's torture, but I can't seem to shake it off, yeah (shake it off) Comfort, but I hate being satisfied Don't hope, it's the hope that kills me every time Come close but not close enough to change my mind Change my mind, oh-oh Gimme comfort, gimme comfort (comfort) Gimme comfort, comfort, gimme comfort, gimme help Gimme comfort, gimme comfort (comfort) Gimme comfort, gimme help (comfort, yeah) gimme comfort