High School Sweetheart

Honey I lied Moving out of state I went out of my mind Took a few nights Blew all my money without even trying You said to follow dreams Didn't want to leave as much as you wanted I'll go so I can face my fear Knowing you'll never care if I'm alone Because I couldn't sleep when you said it's like everything Else in your life didn't care about anything Middle of the week, 40 oz and I'm dancing in the street Blacking out, waking up in another person's dream We both know It's toxic turning the clock back to the Times we know Stranded in bed homesick 'cause you are my home Moved to a city where they don't know LA I was being nice, said I needed a change of pace I believed in your hopes, what you needed the most Held back my own 'cause I always came second So why would you think that I left you alone We go in circles, we go in circles We go in circles, we go in circles You were yourself on the weeks that you tried You were nonverbal, you and your vices You leaned on bourbon, I tried my best but Maybe what you needed was the time Because I couldn't sleep when you said it's like everything Else in your life didn't care about anything Middle of the week, 40 oz and I'm dancing in the street Blacking out, waking up in another person's dream We both know It's toxic turning the clock back to the Times we know Stranded in bed homesick 'cause you are my home Wish I never told you I know that I deserved it too I never said it but it hurt me too Wish I could be strong like you Wish I could've told you that I would've done it all again Wish I never had to choose Wish I could be strong like you Because I couldn't sleep when you said it's like everything Else in your life didn't care about anything Middle of the week, 40 oz and I'm dancing in the street Blacking out, waking up in another person's dream We both know It's toxic turning the clock back to the Times we know Stranded in bed homesick 'cause you are my home