Wish We Never Happened

I'm anxious, angry, I hate being mad But you wasted one year I'll never have 'Cause you ruined my life when you tore me in half Now I spend all my time just tryna get back to the way things were before I knew your name 'Cause no matter the distance, it's not enough space Now I'm sick of hearing everyone say I'll be so much stronger once I make it Through this But the truth is I wish we never happened, I wish we never met I wish you were just some messed up dream I made up in my head I wish we never happened and I could just forget I've been looking for a silver lining, haven't found it yet I wish you never Never stopped me walking right down the street Because ever since then you're all that I see Hate explaining you to every person I meet All the time and the energy it's taking me to get Through this Yeah, the truth is I wish we never happened, I wish we never met I wish you were just some messed up dream I made up in my head I wish we never happened and I could just forget I've been looking for a silver lining, haven't found it yet I wish we never happened, oh I wish we never happened, oh I'll smile because it's over, cry because it happened I've been needing closure like a physical reaction Looking for a reason not to wish we never happened Wish we never happened Wish we never happened Smile because it's over, cry because it happened I've been needing closure like a physical reaction Looking for a reason not to wish we never happened Wish we never happened Wish we never happened I wish we never happened, I wish we never met I wish you were just some messed up dream I could wake up and forget Wish it wasn't traumatic and I didn't have regrets I've been looking for a silver lining haven't found it yet