Stop tryna figure me out, stealing my sound, gotta keep my head to the cloud

Baby mama bringing me down, what I do now, constantly stressing me out

Making me pay for my child and it's awful

Get my daughter every week and still a bad father

I don't wanna live sometimes I swear I don't

But I done came too far I know I gotta blow,

I dropped tears when I wrote this cause it touched my soul,

And I be feeling pain when my eyes closed

I done watch my dreams turn to nightmares

I'm staring in the mirror trying to fight fear

And I'm tryna hide this pain but it's right here

So probably if I buzz it be a light year

And random people hate me man it's unfair

I just hope my life change I'm tired of fighting tears

And I be having dreams but ain't none clear

I feel I let my dreams turn to nightmares (Nightmares)

Everyday stressing me out, every night stressing me out, what I do now

Do I make anyone proud, only my daughter feel proud, hope she don't figure me out, fam talk bad when I ain't round,

Friends be abusing my power, I don't no oh oh oh, what am I gonna do now

I put everyone before me,

It's like I'm headed down at a top speed,

If the police get behind they ain't gon stop me,

I feel everybody wanna see me D I E, (just see me D I E)

Do I deserve this,

I'm tired of all this pain and this hurting, (hurting)

So was it worth it,

To tear my heart to pieces and did it all on purpose

Do I deserve this,

I'm tired of all this pain and this hurting, (hurting)

So was it worth it,

You tore my heart to pieces and did it all on purpose

I done watch my dreams turn to nightmares

I'm staring in the mirror trying to fight fear

And I'm tryna hide this pain but it's right here

So probably if I buzz it be a light year

And random people hate me man it's unfair

I just hope my life change I'm tired of fighting tears

And I be having dreams but ain't none clear

I feel I let my dreams turn to nightmares (Nightmares)