Wide Awake

Tryna not come down from this high

I've been innocent my whole life

Now, I let these ghosts

I let my ghosts back in

Wake up in cold sweats as I'm laying in bed

I'm not a pagan, I don't summon or awaken the dead

But still I'm feeling something coming, heart'll race in my chest

Raising my stress, man, I really should be taking my meds

'Cause I can hearing calling me, the demons again

It's why I'm always tryna get up out the voice in my head

I think it’s been a few years since I made any friends

I'm making amends with nobody, no, I rather be seeking revenge

Yeah, revenge is sweet I tend to be a little bit mental

With a propensity to end the beef and I ain't talking, squashing the shit

Nah, I'm talking rest in peace, my enemies have been fed to

The blender the beast, will dismember these MC’s

Then I freeze 'em like the December breeze

I do not have any empathy, I'm not a man, I'm an entity, yeah

Wide Awake

Tryna not come down from this high

I've been innocent my whole life

Now, I let these ghosts

I let my ghosts back in

Let my ghosts in, heart is so cold, man, it's frozen

Struggle to feel these emotions, what’s even real anymore?

I don’t know, I don’t know shit, worshipping nonsense

I'm not a God ,I am Godless, gotta be an oddity

Honestly, what about it?, you said your opinion

I'm never gon' fit in, ain't winning or getting no women

I got, I get it, I'm kinda pathetic, forget it

They never gonl let me in this industry, so, regardless

Throw me in the can, like I"m garbage

I'm not a man, I"m a martian, living in the Garden

Single, one-bedroom apartments, all of this pain that I harness

Been through the hardships, starving

I'm finding comfort in darkness and this is for Darwin

Kill-or-be-killed, pop a pill and refill, I deliver the carnage

Ain't no-one iller, for real, I'm finna be giving 'em

Chill every time an alarmist, this is the part where I’m scaring you

Bury you deep as you scream and you weep

And the demons appear in your sleep

But there's no0one to hear you not even a peep

Look, I'm peering through windows and gearing to feast

I been stalking my prey, I been near you for weeks

Now, I'm skinning my victims, I sheer 'em like sheep

It's not fiction or folklore, awaken the beast