Beamin'

I was beamin' I was beamin' about you I was beamin' Stability Wish she entered our lives with ease Delighted and frightened simultaneously Emoticons sent haphazardly Fragility cracked immediately Contemplated turnin' it off Toyed with the idea of stoppin' it all Surprisingly I became so involved Feeling things I didn't think possible Sided with sadness I'm glad that it happened Light leaked from crevices Loosened my harness A sparkle occurred After dim days a shimmer was gifted I was full stream I was full stream about you I been healin' I been healin' without you I been healin' I been healin' cause I had to I'm still beamin' Feelin' defeated Feel like a winner Pondering our short stint together Put up the streamers prematurely Perhaps this time I won't take 'em down So early...