I'm tired of letting myself fuck up again

I know that I’m the only one that’s getting in the way of me winning

I know that I'm my worst enemy at times

I know what’s wrong, I say ill change

But I know that I never will

Cause lately I been feeling I'm dead inside

Lately I been tryna run but I can’t hide

And when they ask how I'm doing I lie and say I'm fine

I'm insecure don’t wanna let you know how I feel inside

Cause lately I been feeling I'm dead inside

Lately I been tryna run but I can’t hide

And when they ask how I'm doing I lie and say I'm fine

I'm insecure don’t wanna let you know how I feel inside

Keep it a buck, I keep it a hunnid

I been depressed feeling like the lowest of the low

Been rolling wood after wood, Inhale then I blow

I'm talking bout after pound, time moving slow

I feel everyone an enemy that don’t wanna see me glow

They hate to see me winning well to bad regardless ima blow

Been feeling dead inside, I'm lost with no hope

I been Mia, lost cause on my own

And that’s why

Cause lately I been feeling I'm dead inside

Lately I been tryna run but I can’t hide

And when they ask how I'm doing I lie and say I'm fine

I'm insecure don’t wanna let you know how I feel inside

Cause lately I been feeling I'm dead inside

Lately I been tryna run but I can’t hide

And when they ask how I'm doing I lie and say I'm fine

I'm insecure don’t wanna let you know how I feel inside

I'm dead inside and numb too it all

Day to day problems I provoke em all

In my mind I over think I make it bigger than what it is

I'm tryna keep my head up I'm tired of mood swings

And it be me vs me hate the man that’s in the mirror

Want you to let me be

Smoking loud now I feel better

5 days 24/7 no rest venting

Thank you I'm glad I got this shit off my chest

Cause lately I been feeling I'm dead inside

Lately I been tryna run but I can’t hide

And when they ask how I'm doing I lie and say I'm fine

I'm insecure don’t wanna let you know how I feel inside

Cause lately I been feeling I'm dead inside

Lately I been tryna run but I can’t hide

And when they ask how I'm doing I lie and say I'm fine

I'm insecure don’t wanna let you know how I feel inside