California

Waste a month, waste a year Waste the time you could've been here Count the debt, count the tears Count the truths and all of my fears I didn't want to be cynical Passing place for the soul You were never predictable Now I need to let it go Found the song, played it back Heard your voice under the feedback Found a tape that was blank Saw your face fading into black I know love is delusional And I hate when I'm wrong Yours was never conditional And now I need to get it gone No one ever warns ya You'll die in California Falling in a dream, you let, let go No one ever seems to say, say so No one ever tells ya There's freedom in the failure Dying in a dream feels like home No one ever seems to say, say so Close my eyes, close my heart Close the book I never meant to start Say your name in the dark No one said it would be this hard I didn't go to the funeral Heard you cry on the phone Your voice was so beautiful And now I need to let it go No one ever warns ya You'll die in California Falling in a dream, you let, let go No one ever seems to say, say so No one ever tells ya There's freedom in the failure Dying in a dream feels like home No one ever seems to say, say so God bless this mess that we made ourselves Pull me into the screen at the end and God bless this mess that we made for ourselves Pull me into the screen at the end Pull me into the screen at the end Pull me into the screen at the end To the screen at the end