Lost Girl

I couldn't die if I wanted to But I could cry, sometimes I really do Don't know why the fuck I'm telling you Too much coke in me, it's nothing new Let's make the most of this bad time We just have to outrun the past Taking these drugs just to drown you They cut out my sorrows I guess In case you haven't sensed me bleeding, I still hear you in my dreams Wake up to ghosts of you and me, I can see And I know it, for sure When you walked out the door I could of said anything but "I'm sorry" Never been good at apologizing Please don't cry alone, darling All that time I spent in my room So much sorrow, so much bloodshed So much borrowed time I bet you thought I threw your letters out I never could, but I wanted to I cried who knew, I was never really all that tough My friends; they never try to cheer me up But they're still here god damn you I kissed a ghost girl, shook my whole world She been gone, before dawn, her eyes weren't the same Then the vibe got all strange Now I'm locked in a cage, wondering what the fuck happened Your eyes are constellations, I'm always on vacation Provide some consolation, the world was our spaceship Death- what I'm afraid of Checkmate without the pay stub You and I die famous, in my imagination All that time I spent in my room So much sorrow, so much bloodshed So much borrowed time I bet you thought I threw your letters out I never could, but I wanted to I cried who knew, I was never really all that tough My friends; they never try to cheer me up But they're still here still god damn you She's a lost girl, worth-the-cause girl Get high, bad times, pay-the-cost girl She's a lost girl, worth-the-cause girl Get high, bad times, pay-the-cost girl