Habit

If I was honest My mind pays attention when you cross it Was six years too much time to spend on this Do you ever think about it Did you make it to Alaska Was it everything you wanted And if I was honest Sometimes I still wonder how your dad is Does he ever ask about me or is he past it And I wonder where your car is When I drive by your apartment Yeah I do it out of habit I still see 'em shadows of you And I still feel it, like salt in my wound But it doesn't hurt like it used to I loved you like I could've loved you for a lifetime Doesn't mean that I lied You're always gonna take up A little bit of - space And that's ok, but I don't think about you that way And if I was honest Baby we were just a broken record And I think that we were just lonely together And I hope you finally find it Yeah I hope that she's the right fit That it's everything you wanted I still carry pieces of you And I still wonder what was the truth But it doesn't hurt like it used to I loved you like I could've loved you for a lifetime Doesn't mean that I lied You're always gonna take up A little bit of - space And that's ok, but I don't think about you I loved you like I could've loved you for a lifetime Doesn't mean that I lied (I never lied) You're always gonna take up A little bit of - space And that's ok, but I don't think about you that way I don't love you, but I, I still got love for you And I don't miss you, but I, I still think about you And I don't love you, but I, I still got love for you And I don't miss you, but I, sometimes I dream about you