I really hate to admit this

And I know I'm gonna be rude

But I'm spittin' out our relationship

And you still say it's something that I'd never chew but

But I chewed it 'til it was dust

Until my teeth had to be replaced

But you and I are like nails that have rusted

For the record, yeah, I fucking hate the taste

You drained me 'til I was hollow

So I filled myself with those pills I swallowed

Yeah, you drained me and now I'm hollow

I guess I'll fill myself with

Clash of the substance I want this

Make me so numb and unconscious

Easier to feel for her when I'm passed out

Weaving all my medication

Sleeping and no explanations

It's harder to deal with her when I'm without

Something that'll make me numb

Something that makes me become

So fucking senseless

I really hate to admit this

But I quit 'cause I'm so uncommitted

I took my blood and I stained it just to stay entertained

I took a pill or two and then I got addicted but

I got addicted to the way that it felt to put something else above you

And if we hadn't have met then I would probably be well and I guess that I would be sober too

You stained me and I can't forget this

Yeah, you rid me of all of my senses, woah

Yeah, you stained me and I'm now defenseless

I guess I'll fill myself with

Clash of the substance I want this

Make me so numb then unconscious

Easier to feel for her when I'm passed out

Weaving all my medication

Sleeping and no explanations

It's harder to deal with her when I'm without

Something that'll make me numb

Something that makes me become

Yes, it hurts and the fall fucking killed and the betadine caused a sting

But I wanted to feel something other than guilt with not feeling a fucking thing

I guess I am pretty reckless and it's pretty difficult to bruise me

But the loving was stupid, and numbing and senseless and made me so fucking woozy

Guess I'll chill myself with

Clash of the substance I want this

Make me so numb and unconscious

Easier to feel for her now I'm passed out

Weaving all my medication

Sleeping and no explanations

It's harder to deal with her when I'm without

Something that will make me numb

(Something that will make me numb)

Something that makes me become

(Something that makes me become)

Without something that'll make me numb

(Something that'll make me numb)

Something that makes me become

(Something that makes me)

So fucking senseless