Make It Better

I want to be seen Yet I want to be invisible I want everything Yet I want nothing at all All of these thoughts I have negate each other I keep trying to understand how to make it better But I can't make it better I am confident Yet I always seem to doubt myself I am intelligent Yet I know nothing at all All of these thoughts I have negate each other I keep trying to understand how to make it better But I can't make it better I want to be seen Yet I want to be invisible I want everything Yet I want nothing at all All of these thoughts I have negate each other I keep trying to understand how to make it better But I can't make it better All of these thoughts I have negate each other I keep trying to understand how to make it better But I can't make it better