Mood

Fill my brain with lights please

I can feel the light breeze

Of my memories slowly slipping away

Serotonin balance beams

These flips don't impress me

But I need a break from being myself all day

I'm fighting with ghouls of the future

I'm haunted by ghosts from my past

I wrestle my demons of present

I can't tell if I'm happy or sad

I don't know what emotions I'm feeling

Or concealing

Don't you dare tell me what I should do

I can't tell whether I'm feeling nothing

A lot of something

I'll just say that I'm in a mood

If it seems like I'm not present, mind your business

Parts of me I'm killing, I don't need no witness

I keep moving forward but so far all that I see

Is a lack of remedies for this lifelong sickness

Nightmares stand against my wishes

I learned how to lucid dream

Bend real life to break my limits

Sorry if I come off as mean

I'm fighting with ghouls of the future

I'm haunted by ghosts from my past

I wrestle my demons of present

I can't tell if I'm happy or sad

I don't know what emotions I'm feeling

Or concealing

Don't you dare tell me what I should do

Shit

I can't tell whether I'm feeling nothing

A lot of something

I'll just say that I'm in a mood