Lost

The ground is- It's not stained Well, it looks stained What's with all the clothes on the ground? I don't own the place Don't you have like a, don't you have drawers? I literally don't know where that stuff go It's no proof, anyway, like that's stuffed Jesus, how much clothes do you have? I'm lost, I'm launched and displaced A disgrace shot out of orbit floating into outer space I'm amazed, I guess it's me who won the race I'm left with 18 years of life, I still don't know my name Notice that I walk with inhibition feeling upside down It's blurry in my visions, are you happy? You don't gotta lie and try to say, that you're my safest sound You'd hurry up to find out, I'm unhappy I just wanna be around Why do I deserve to die? Doesn't everybody lie once in a while? Why do I try to stay alive? Why am I unorganized? I despise the lies that keeps me tied until I reach my time Pain hurts, yeah Pain hurts, pain hurts Though I try to be patient And I know that I'm slow I'll be open for a new interpretation Ah, I know I've been messing around for too long But I guess I'm too dumb to say that I'm wrong I'm a little young to think that I'm strong I belong to who? I hope it's not long (I hope it's not long) I'm falling down (I hope) (I'm falling down) I'm falling down (I'm falling, falling to you) I'm lost I'm launched and displaced A disgrace shot out of orbit, floating into outer space I'm amazed, I guess it's me who won the race I'm left with 18 years of life, I still don't know my name Notice that I walk with inhibition feeling upside down It's blurry in my visions, are you happy? You don't gotta lie and try to say that you're my safest sound You'd hurry up to find out I'm unhappy I just wanna be around