Drowning

I'm sorry I slept through the holidays

I know what they mean to you

But I just can't bear to take up space

I know that you think I'm a waste

I'm sorry I'm not who you want me to be

I'm so sorry for disturbing your peace

And I know that you wish I could be better well

Me too

And if there's one thing I can count on

It's your disappointment

If there's one thing you can count on it's me

Me and my feelings these thoughts in my head

As I'm fading away

One two three

I know you're looking out for me

But I just wish you'd see

What you're doing

I see you watching and I hear you wishing

So loud you can't hear all the things you've been missing

(I'm what you're missing)

And if there's one thing I can count on

It's your disappointment

If there's one thing you can count on it's me

Me and my feelings these thoughts in my head

As I'm fading away

One two three

I know what you want from me

And I can say

Hey I'm trying

I'm in crisis and you're

You're invited

Come on, come on

And if there's one thing I can count on

It's your disappointment

If there's one thing you can count on it's me

Me and my feelings these thoughts in my head

As I'm fading away