You don't even know what I've been on

Girl it's been a minute since I've been home

It might take a while for me to get home

But you already know that by now

I don't really know how to move on

I've been fucking up don't wanna do wrong

Might just hit you up like what you've been on

Though we can't go back right now

No I won't take that back

Whatever I said I mean it

Lately I've been thinking about you when I'm leaning

You ain't got nowhere to go

Don't act like everything's okay

Now it's out of my control

I don't wanna go the wrong way

Ever since 17 I told you everything

I tried to give you everything

I thought you was everything

But I've been wrong as usual

I know I'll be good all by myself as usual

I might hit your phone but that shouldn't be new to you

This ain't really new to you

Told myself I'm through with you

Told you again and again but just couldn't get through to you

I know you get tired how you run through my mind

I'm trying, go and blame it on the timing

Ride around the city while they sleep

I've been trying to find a way out but we in too deep

Look at what I do for you

And what'd you do for me

I've been losing sleep but I've been trying to find peace

I let it all pass me by cuz I thought you the one

And ain't no doubts about it

I learn to trust myself and nobody else

No if and or buts about it

I was lost and ain't found yet

See the sun in my horizon

Until I know I'll keep climbing

Until I'm home I'll keep shining

Yeah

You don't even know what I've been on

Girl it's been a minute since I've been home

It might take a while for me to get home

But you already know that by now

I don't really know how to move on

I've been fucking up don't wanna do wrong

Might just hit you up like what you've been on

Though we can't go back right now