Sideways

The floor the ceiling, the ceiling's the floor I dunno what's up or down no more Light headed, these migraine lights Takin pills to fucking sleep at night I'm alone, and alone is nice Shut the world is my favorite vice My head is heavy, a blurry'd view I'm my own worst nightmare come true A smile on my face but it's gettin' dark in here I'm sideways and I've had enough Sideways yeah I'm so messed up Hands and knees as I fall away I'm sideways and I'm not okay I'm sideways don't hide it well It's my way of saying I'm in hell Hands and knees as I crawl away I'm sideways I'm not okay Fingers bleeding from beating the wall Going numb feel nothing at all Try to own it, not a moment to spare Getting dizzy but too busy to care I want peace but it's all white noise Ears are ringing from that ghostly voice Mind is gone, I'm all checked out I'm floating with no gravity to come back down Horizon's gone, it's all a bad dream to me I'm sideways and I've had enough Sideways yeah I'm so messed up Hands and knees as I fall away I'm sideways and I'm not okay I'm sideways don't hide it well It's my way of saying I'm in hell Hands and knees as I crawl away I'm sideways I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay (I'm not okay) I'm not okay (I'm not okay) I'm not okay I'm sideways and I've had enough Sideways yeah I'm so messed up Hands and knees as I fall away I'm sideways and I'm not okay I'm sideways don't hide it well It's my way of saying I'm in hell Hands and knees as I crawl away I'm sideways I'm not okay I'm sideways I'm not okay I'm sideways I'm not okay