Tell me why

I have all these thoughts in my head

Tell me why

I can't seem to leave where I bled

They try to break my spirit down

And I'm scared to feel this feeling once again

And I' m scared to feel this once again

These thoughts again

Disconnect from the world, its happening again

I'm back in that dark pit, I'm rapping again

About how I'm not feeling myself, I'm asking for a friend

Uh, you're nothing to me

Imma be everything you didn't want me to be

You can't relate or invalidate me

You're not better than me, cut from a different cloth, you're no where near me

I'm always all or nothing, that should change about me

I wanna bring my whole self

Cause I don't want nobody else

They dont know about the pain that is inside

The feeling inside, the sadness inside

The hurt in your eyes, where it resides

Put my wall up and break my soul one at a time

Yeah, dark skies, broken wings, no freedom to fight

This ain't your story to tell, stop interrupting me when this is my mind

Bail out of my minds gate, now, im not

Trying to be the victim to this, but please "listen" for once

I've been in war with my demons for months

Thus, I wanna discuss the repetition of what comes

The what ifs and the color of my blood, the ice on my heart and what it does

Tell me why

I have all these thoughts in my head

Tell me why

I can't seem to leave where I bled

They try to break my spirit down

And I'm scared to feel this feeling once again

And I' m scared to feel this once again