Inside my cage I watch the clouds
Getting angry, turning dark and raining down
I let my fingers run, I want to turn my brain off
Want to turn my shame to dust
Nobody hears me, now I'm talking to myself
I'm talking to God or something
I don't want anything to do with magic
And back then I had it
Forgiving and sacred
You ask me what I think about this
Is there even a reason for it?
I don't have answers, no one does
I've been finding comfort in that
There's only love
There's only moving through and trying your best
Sometimes it's not enough
Who gives a fuck
All of this will end
Don't forget
All of this will end
I'm out of body, I am idle in the kitchen, biting on my fingernails
Keeping from calling, feeling scared of everyone I thought I knew
I'm only loving, only moving through and trying my best
Sometimes it's not enough, but I'm still real and I forgive
