Visions haunt me and I'm scared

I know they're fake but I cannot calm my mind

Abandoned as I feel

My loved ones watch me fade with nothing left to do

When words cannot describe it

I'm tired of trying to find it in my memory

Where have they gone? I'm alone

Though often said they're here, I don't know

Swear fealty to me

Time lost and gained a terrible tragedy

When words cannot describe it

And visions we can't rely on

If I fall I fall forever

I'm tired of trying to find it in my memory

My brains trying to warn me now, trying to warn me now, trying to warn me now

My brains trying to warn me now, trying to warn me now, trying to warn me now

My brains trying to warn me now, trying to warn me now, trying to warn me now

What path does this lead me on?

When loss is the inevitable

How I will burden them

When time is up

Where do I find it if it's lost?

Where do I find it if it's gone?

Where do I find it when it's gone?

Where do I find my memory?