Levitation

(Have you ever had a dream about someone And wondered if they were dreaming about you too?) I see you in a fever dream Have you been thinking of me? Or is your apparition just a symptom of my Chemical Condition? My brain's been caving in I'm passing out during conversations Can't recall the words That tie my thoughts to sentences And does it feed my ego? To be wanted When all I really want is To shiver alone Grown insecure I need validation I used to dwell on Dwell on it When I would see you In a fever dream You dissipated in To the smell of smoke That stained all my clothing Do you still dwell on Dwell on me too? (Dwell on) (Dwell on) I only find respite Confiding in my vices And sulking in their wreckage Self inflicted consequence I want to feel clean And bleach out my memory (You stained me) When every new tattoo Heals in to skin That'll never be touched by you I used to dwell on Dwell on it When I would see you In a fever dream You dissipated in To the smell of smoke That stained all my clothing Do you still dwell on Dwell on me too? I gaslit Like you did Seeing red you're Absent but you still Fuck with my head You still Fuck with my head Seeing red you're Absent but you still Fuck with my head You still Fuck with my head And I distilled your apparition In to the callouses on my hands But I still Dwell on Dwell on it When I would see you In a fever dream You dissipated in To the smell of smoke That stained all my clothing Do you still dwell on Dwell on me too? Do you still dwell on me You were only a fever dream (They're not)