I forgot my wallet and my keys in a cab in the city

So, I got down on my knees, crying out to a corporate deity

A black hole

Was tearing into me where my heart had forgotten about fragility

And tenderness, and your absentee

Without being emotional

Just going through the motions of

One big self sabotaging, empty bitch

It's scary to realize the reasons why you wanna die

And that you would spare them of the consequences

(Spare them of the consequences)

On the shore

The medium told me I'll grind for eternity

And what's more

I'll never be rid of the hex that my ex's mom put on me

I melt down in this cheap plastic chair where my heart had forgotten

That you were near to me

And waiting there ever patiently

Without being emotional

Just going through the motions of

One big self sabotaging, empty bitch

It's scary to realize the reasons why you wanna die

And that you would spare them of the consequences

(Spare them of the consequences)

Here lies, dead eyes

Lilly white is surprised

But you're not on the guest list, baby

General malaise and a needy gaze

Nothing wants anymore, nothing hurts anymore

When you're not

A second thought

Without being emotional

Just going through the motions of

One big self sabotaging, empty bitch

It's scary to realize the reasons why you wanna die

And that you would spare them of the consequences

Spare them of the consequences