Consequences

I forgot my wallet and my keys in a cab in the city So, I got down on my knees, crying out to a corporate deity A black hole Was tearing into me where my heart had forgotten about fragility And tenderness, and your absentee Without being emotional Just going through the motions of One big self sabotaging, empty bitch It's scary to realize the reasons why you wanna die And that you would spare them of the consequences (Spare them of the consequences) On the shore The medium told me I'll grind for eternity And what's more I'll never be rid of the hex that my ex's mom put on me I melt down in this cheap plastic chair where my heart had forgotten That you were near to me And waiting there ever patiently Without being emotional Just going through the motions of One big self sabotaging, empty bitch It's scary to realize the reasons why you wanna die And that you would spare them of the consequences (Spare them of the consequences) Here lies, dead eyes Lilly white is surprised But you're not on the guest list, baby General malaise and a needy gaze Nothing wants anymore, nothing hurts anymore When you're not A second thought Without being emotional Just going through the motions of One big self sabotaging, empty bitch It's scary to realize the reasons why you wanna die And that you would spare them of the consequences Spare them of the consequences