Straight from out the concrete, I never had a damn thing

Had ta go get it out the mud if yee ian know

Momma made a bastard, they say I'm a hazard cause I never gave a fuck and I let it show

Talking to myself every chance I get alone

Shawty wants a chance but I doubt we'd get along

I needed ya help but I did it by my lone

Cause I knew you would come back for it like a loan

I know you waited all day for me

Momma we bumping heads but you prayed for me

I ain't beefin wit nobody if it ain't about no bread

I got **** doin life

And I got **** that are dead, shawty

You deserve the Gucci, loui, Prada for he hurt you

You deserve a 100 million dollars, i desert you

Maybe it's the pills, baby maybe it's the vibe

I don't know which one it is but I'd say it gets me high

I don't wanna see you cry, when I talk about me dying

It's just a feeling that I have when I'm depressed, it's outta line

Ion go to therapy, I can't afford it; not ta lie

And I ain't actin I'm happy, I just say I'm living life

I just say I'm living life, in this grungy state of mind

Got some friends who understand me, got some friends who undermind

I'm just tryna take the people that I love and fly em private

So we ca party like it's 1992 and start a riot

And when I go it's gonna hurt you

But you ca neva say I cursed you

And at the most i pushed you way

But who am I to blame you, when I woulda did the same

And now the feelings, they be strange

But we ca neva turn ta strangers

And plus ya momma knows my name

Yo sista like my sista and my gang know you the main

I don't wanna see you cry when I talk about me dying

It's just a feeling that I have when I'm depressed, it's outta line

Ion go to therapy, I can't afford it; not ta lie

And I ain't actin I'm happy, I just say I'm living life

I know you waited all day for me

Momma we bumping heads but you prayed for me

I ain't beefin wit nobody if it ain't about no bread

I got **** doin life and I got **** that are dead, shawty

You deserve the Gucci, loui, Prada for he hurt you

You deserve a 100 million dollars, i desert you

Maybe it's the pills, baby maybe it's the vibe

I don't know which one it is but I'd say it gets me high

I don't wanna see you cry when I talk about me dying

It's just a feeling that I have when I'm depressed, it's outta line

Ion go to therapy, I can't afford it; not ta lie

And I ain't actin I'm happy, I just say I'm living life

I just say I'm living life in this grungy state of mind

Got some friends who understand me, got some friends who undermind

I'm just tryna take the people that I love and fly em private

So we ca party like it's 1992 and start a riot