It was only that day that I learned to realize

that life will hand you hardships

And that you gotta go through all the pain

And there’s no getting around it

It hurt me

It broke me

Traumatized me

Consumed me

And what hurt most is that you couldn’t even get up to say ya love me

And it all happened within the hour

Couldn’t even shower

I felt like panicking

What could I do, I was just the baby

I’m your baybey

Wanted to leave my phone off for days

Couldn’t bare to be notified that you weren’t okay

But it ended up happening

And I ended up losin it

Im over here missing u, hoping that your listening

It was only that day that I learned to realize

that life will hand you hardships

And that you gotta go through all the pain

And there’s no getting around it

It hurt me

It broke me

Traumatized me

Consumed me

And what hurt most is that you couldn’t even get up to say ya love me

I wanted to run away

I wanted to forget about everything

It was overwhelming

Still overwhelming

Never wanted to get the feeling that my heart was melting

I wanna know why, Why

You were just someone that wanted live their life

Tried with all ur might

Felt so outta place that things don’t even seem right

I just wanna go back in time

To talk to you, hug and kiss u

And I’ll be alright

And have u to tell me to just go on and live my life

It was only that day that I learned to realize

that life will hand you hardships

And that you gotta go through all the pain

And there’s no getting around it

It hurt me

It broke me

Traumatized me

Consumed me

And what hurt most is that you couldn’t even get up to say ya love me

Im going to live

Im going to live

I am going to live

Im going to live

Im going to live

I am going to live

I am going to live

(Live my life, oh oh oh oh, oh oh live my life, u know that I live u, and I’m hurting over u)

It was only that day that I learned to realize

that life will hand you hardships

And that you gotta go through all the pain

And there’s no getting around it

It hurt me

It broke me

Traumatized me

Consumed me

But it warmed my heart to finally see the day when you say that you love me

Written by: Douglas Faulk Jr, Kirill Zydov