I play dead

So that the monsters in my head

Think that they've done their best

And they can take a rest

I think that I just might have played this part too well

I'm not feeling myself

And I'm wondering where I fell

Off the wagon

I'm dragging

Mud and used to love up to my attic

There's static

Where I used to be ecstatic

You can call

You can call me dramatic

But I got this nasty habit

I'm living everyday like it's doomsday

Even if it's just another Tuesday

The internet is telling me

That it's depression

Yeah it's my obsession

Never learn my lesson

Cause I'm living everyday like it's doomsday

Like it's doomsday

I'm an egomaniac

On the self attack

Whatcha looking at

It's like you never seen anyone having a quarter life crisis

I might be biased

On the scale of self destructive tendencies I think I score the highest

Why is

Everything good in my life

Overshadowed by a sinking feeling that

Everything is gonna go to shit

And it's the best it's gonna get

I just want to be the kid who thought that the

World was filled with possibilities

And not so many responsibilities

And my world is falling into entropy

Could someone please just give me the keys

So I can see the world through a different screen

Cause the one I got's not the one I need

And you could call it a modern tragedy

I'm living everyday like it's doomsday

Even if it's just another Tuesday

The internet is telling me

That it's depression

Yeah it's my obsession

Never learn my lesson

Cause I'm living everyday like it's doomsday

Like it's doomsday

I play dead

So that the monsters in my head

Think that they've done their best

And they can take a rest

I think that I just might have played this part too well

I'm not feeling myself

And I'm wondering where I fell

Off the wagon

I'm dragging

Mud and used to love up to my attic

There's static

Where I used to be ecstatic

You can call

You can call me dramatic

But I got this nasty habit

I'm living everyday like it's doomsday

Even if it's just another Tuesday

The internet is telling me

That it's depression

Yeah it's my obsession

Never learn my lesson

Cause I'm living everyday like it's doomsday

Like it's doomsday

Doomsday

Doomsday

Doomsday

Doomsday

Doomsday

Doomsday

Doomsday

Doomsday