If I Call

You're the best friend of my life The rib on my side The peace in my mind The pleasure in my body My body I'm the light to your fire Your deepest desire The truth to your liar But still you don't want me And I don't want you But maybe I do If I call now would you pick it up I'm breaking down can you pick it up But you don't answer You always answer I'm drinking wine looking at my phone While you're inside her I'm here all alone I don't want this I'm better than this Call me your person I called you mine too Even though I'm whole now I'm still scared to lose Cause I was lost before you And you were lost too And I keep going in and out of being mad at you Even though I know the deal I wrote that shit with you And we both signed it Souls aligned and everything If I call now would you pick it up I'm breaking down can you pick it up But you don't answer You always answer I'm drinking wine looking at my phone While you're inside her I'm here all alone I don't want this I'm better than this When I needed you to cry on You found someone else to lie on Trusting you, I'd have put my life on Guess I wouldn't have survived long Now I don't know who you are Don't know if I care It's just messed up I thought you'd be there When I needed you to cry on You found someone else to lie on If I call now would you pick it up I'm breaking down can you pick it up But you don't answer You always answer I'm drinking wine looking at my phone While you're inside her I'm here all alone I don't want this I'm better than this Oh yeah I'm better than this Oh I'm better than this Yeah I'm better than this I'm better than this