I've got this guilt but I'm still tryna survive

But can't produce my best if money is my drive

Became an ex so I think I've lost my bride

Remember when we fell in love and now we're saying goodbye

Now I've got depression telling me to hurry up and

Problems piling up now I'm asking all these whys

I guess love failed

You can only do your best, in the end at least I tried

Never been the type you could take for a joke

You were fake and you know, cos deep down you never stuck to what you told

Instead led along all the way to the death

It's the way that you sold me a dream

Told me I'm the best and you showed me the green

To pursue and chase

I wish I could go back to a new blank page

And never came through that day

But life goes on

And only does more damage, if I try hold on

But the days get short and the nights grow long

So I had to let you go man I cried so long

Emotions that are real can only hide for so long

So I found the truth clear when you left

And it's never still right when you hide both wrongs

I just wished you would just say it with your chest

But what me kills inside is the future that we planned

That will never be

It's mad!

Remember days we said "never me"

And thought death tore apart is

When we leave

Never knew it could end between

But good luck if your tryna find a better me

I know you won't cos the only better me

Is me now

Just know it's too late to speak now

So forever hold your peace

Been through hell now it's heaven over me

And love looks fun but you never know the fee

Never know the end and you never the means

Now it's gone it's forever showing me

I can't trust a soul

And I give up on love till my heart is whole

Right now I feel empty but I can't let in

No more love, it's on guard patrol

I've got this guilt but I'm still tryna survive

But can't produce my best if money is my drive

Became an ex so I think I've lost my bride

Remember when we fell in love and now we're saying goodbye

Now I've got depression telling me to hurry up and

Problems piling up now I'm asking all these whys

I guess love failed

You can only do your best, in the end at least I tried