Suffocate

As much as this hurts to admit

Could you keep it secret?

I'm an act, it's a front, just a boy out for blood

So nobody can see I'm desperately avoiding bitter disappointment

Tell me if it starts to show

Them flashing lights are boring, probably should ignore 'em

Anyways please take me home

I spent my whole life trying to get here

Do I even want it now?

Should've tempered all my expectations

Or been somebody else

Since all this blood, I've been tasting

Suffocates me now

Over a decade under the influence of a teenage obsession

Being lead by the wrist, eyes wild, raised fist

A punk without a message desperately avoiding bitter disappointment

Yeah, I guess you've always known

Them flashing lights were all I ever really wanted

They'd rather blind us both

I spent my whole life trying to get here

Do I even want it now?

Should've tempered all my expectations

Or been somebody else

Since all this blood, I've been tasting

Suffocates me now

I'm desperately avoiding bitter disappointment

I'm desperately avoiding bitter disappointment

I spent my whole life trying to get here

Do I even want it now?

Should've tempered all my expectations

Or been somebody else

I spent my whole life trying to get here

And I even let you down

All this blood I've been tasting

Suffocates me now