I found myself on a new timelineYou were the only one aroundExperiencing new lows and highsTied the bond tighter than a knotThe low of drugs seemedLike the highest highsWasted every day and nightSo we’d stay close to feeling aliveWhen it felt like the worldWould be easy to leave behindSomething held us hereWe pulled each other outWorried and sleeplessNight by nightThe reason I’m alive isThat you were there for this rideSo I’m forever gratefulTo call you my friendBut I can’t call you loverCause you can’t comprehendHow I grew from the muddy past...I never imaginedWhere we would be now,A time when we don’t talkAnd you’re not by my sideHonestly, it still burns sometimes.Rocky roads, icy tabletopsActing like we're rock starsSo the pain comes through soft enoughThat we still feel on topWhy can’t I take you into the light?Why can we only shine when it’s dark?We have deep roots, we stand every storm But we are stuck here ‘cause you don’t want to grow(Not willing to grow)And it hurts…To only be ableTo call you my friendSince I can’t call you lover,It feels like I’m damnedI wanted to embraceThe chances we get,It turns out we’re not that Lucky in the endWe’re not that lucky, my friendI said that I would die for you,But never thought you’d ask meI almost even committed too,Thought that I would be freeWe only got this morningBefore you go aheadAnd head on a roadFrom which you can’t come backAnd I will not followCause we’re past the crossroadsI’m not gonna lose myselfAgain…And it hurts…To only be ableTo call you my friendBut I can’t call you loverThis whole thing is damnedI wanted to embraceThe chances we get,It turns out we’re not that Lucky in the endI never imaginedWhere we would be now,A time when we don’t talkAnd you’re not by my sideIf that’s how we end,I want you to knowThat I’ll love you forever,Our bond always holdsYou’re a part of me still, so.