I thought I wanted love till you showed me what it was

I've never been colder, all this weight that I shoulder

It's a blessing and a curse, fuck the better, it's only worse

Wouldn't wish this on no one, it's one hell of a low one

We're going up, we going down

We can run it back, we can work it out, but, no

Late at night, going out my mind

Praying that the sun don't rise, like, no

Waking up but wishing that you don't

Is something that I pray you'll never know

Up at night, drinking liquor like it's water

Waking up, knowing I'm somebody's daughter, but

I don't know a lot about my father

Maybe that's the reason I don't do shit like I oughta, no

I need some medicine, this shit that my head is in

Got me thinking, questioning, laying in this bed I'm in

Up at night, drinking liquor like it's water

Maybe that's the reason I don't do shit like I oughta, no

Waking up, but wishing that you don't

Is something that I pray you'll never know

You might love the highs, but you ain't seen the lows

You don't know the half of it, and I pray you'll never know

Whoa

Waking up, but wishing that you don't

Wishing that you don't

Is something that I pray you'll never know

You never know

You never know

You never know