How do I lay this down?

Every time you're around

I wanna be close to you

Move in the way you do

Know that you know me best

Feel your name on my chest

When I'm with you, it's rest

Why am I such a mess? Oh

Holding my hand till 3:00 in the morning

Pouring my heart in pieces

Too scared to say it sober, get it over my lips after taking a sip

I'm so problematic, acting erratic, how do I feel?

Don't wanna listen, got some ambition to hate what is given

And I just wanna go home

I'm glad that you didn't leave me alone

So why did I leave the best thing I had?

It's sad that I run to somebody else

'Cause I'm too afraid that I'll mess up the one thing that's good in my life

Mm-mm, it's the one thing that's good in my life

How do I heal my head?

Take back some things I said

Erase the in-between, pick up mistakes by me

Maybe I've learned my lesson

Got a lot of confessing

Consequences undressing

Is this a curse, or is this a blessing?

Holding my hand till 3:00 in the morning

Pouring my heart in pieces

Too scared to say it sober, get it over my lips after taking a sip

I'm so problematic, acting erratic, how do I feel?

Don't wanna listen, got some ambition to hate what is given

Um