Christmas

I get lonely even if I never say it I hate the silence, I need someone else to break it I don't think that I would fare too well in Vegas I'm feeling lucky so I ask you how your day is I say some crazy shit and then I walk it back "The clothes you'll die in hanging on your rack" Don't know what I meant to you by saying that But now you're crying, so Don't kiss me I have a cold It's New Year's Eve and I feel old Don't hold my hand, I broke my thumb It's Valentine's Day and I feel numb Stay the hell away from me 'Cause I'm staying home on Halloween I've got a real short wish list I just wanna be alone for Christmas I can't pick up all the things that fall out my mouth Don't know why I say 'em, maybe I think too loud Really wish I could ask you where you are now But I've got some sense of boundaries Everybody thinks they're so goddamn unique For looking for somebody who hates the same thing I say I hate myself but what I really mean Is that I hate that you're not enough for me Don't kiss me I have a cold It's New Year's Eve and I feel old Don't hold my hand, I broke my thumb It's Valentine's Day and I feel numb Stay the hell away from me 'Cause I'm staying home on Halloween I've got a real short wish list I just wanna be alone for Christmas