Drowning My Fear

This morning Woke up in pain Got a headache Still feel insane Erased memories A lifetime wasted A slow decline I feel like i want to die Drowning my fear Living a lie What happened last night? Didn't think of my health What the fuck did i do Why did i poison myself I've kept my glass half full To only feel half the pain Slowly messed up my head Slowly becoming insane Just wanted to feel something Now i only feel pain If this is life I don't participate Slowly falling apart Slowly drowning in hate Smacked down by reality On my way towards a drug induced fatality