Am I in this for myself

Or for everybody else?

Guess these days it's harder to change For me anyway

I’ve been lost for way too long

Grown so tired of acting strong

Not one day I've been on my own

But still I'm alone

Still I'm alone

Hours

On end

I've been worried that I’m not Living up to what they want From me

I Don’t think they understand

That I'm fighting on my own

In a way they'll never know of me

Am I in this for myself

Or for everybody else?

Guess these days it's harder to change

For me anyway

I’ve been lost for way too long

Grown so tired of acting strong

Not one day I've been on my own

But still I'm alone

Still I'm alone

Look

At this

Ever since I've been away

Well the mess that has been made Is mine

Well

The truth is that I miss

Miss the memories of the days

Where nobody knew my name At all