It's not the end

How can I explain a loss this great? No one will ever comprehend it or feel the weight I used to pray that this day would never come But I guess no one got the message We'll meet again, don't know where or when But we'll meet again, some sunny day Then I'll be at peace, forever in sleep With our memories playing on repeat But for now I wait and hope I've never felt more alone Inside the home that I grew up in What I'd give just to hear you speak Or one more day of mundane routine It's the little things that cut so deep There's not a moment in my life that has left me this traumatized Traumatized, traumatized, traumatized Learning to navigate and find my way without your guide Without your guide, without your guide, without your guide They say blood is thicker than water, but I know That statement it isn't true No amount of blood can measure the undying love I had for you All my greatest moments, you were right there by my side No matter what it took to get there, you make the sacrifice Watching you deteriorate whilst putting on the bravest face Broke my heart in a million ways, you deserved so much more There's not a moment in my life that has left me this traumatized Traumatized, traumatized, traumatized Learning to navigate and find my way without your guide Without your guide, without your guide, without your guide I'd sit in the dark and listen to your heart Beating for the ones you love And just another chance of sunlight on your skin Surrounded by your children The warm breeze flowing through the trees And hearing laughter from your family I know we don't get to have you here forever But before you go, I want you to know It's not the end, we'll meet again I don't know where, I don't know when Let's say goodbye with a smile Just for a while, dear, we must part It's not the end, we'll meet again I don't know where, I don't know when Let's say goodbye with a smile Just for a while, dear, we must part