Wasting

Patience

On something that’s so benign

Chasing

Fables

Spread over such a long time

But I still know what I’m looking for

And I know that I will find

Gotta make my way up to that door

Only then will I be fine

How do I know, where to go

If I’ve been walking blind

Out of control

Makes me feel like I’ve been left behind

But I still know what I’m looking for

And I know that I will find

I’ve been walking through this corridor

And this moment, right now, is mine

So I’ll take it

Kinda like it took from me

Only way it will ever stop me bleed

Red river, running through the field

Made of roses and other types of debris

Senses have lost all its meaning

Cause hurting is all that I’m feeling

Been trying, been pleading, not succeeding

To numb the pain with my memories of you

Slowly, one by one they be feeding

Glimpses of moments I’m heeding

So on occasion I see them

Wondering what to do, with what feel like a clue

So I’ll take it

Kinda like it took from me

Only way it will ever stop me bleed

Red river, running through the field

Made of roses and other types of debris

On occasion I see you

With my eyes fully closed

And sometimes I feel you

But often that’s me shivering from the cold

And after when I wake up

Not yet fully clothed, you somehow provide me with comfort and safety, abundance of warmth

And it never gets old, It’s just like you told me

And I’ll take it

Kinda like it took from me

Only way it will ever stop me bleed

Red river, running through the field

Made of roses and other types of debris

But I’ll make it

Cause it’s what you from me

And if you say it, I will never not succeed

Red river, running through the field

Made of roses, as far as the eye can see