The Drug

You're the drug that I can't let go You're the point where the dream became a nightmare You're the hell in the depths of my heaven I found you on this road to reach the top of this mountain Will I make it home? Oh, your grips catatonic Beauty's distraction, an addict at play You draw in your victims with your copious games This magical love is your false satisfaction But it's not love at all, it's just a sick sad habit You're the drug that I can't let go You're the reason I can't go home At the end of this road is a love I could know But you're the drug that I can't let go What was magical needs a miracle to save the damned Cause' we're all just a pawn in your master plan to take any hit from the ones who risk to love All I have left for you is disgust A twin flame? Your sick game My souls disappointment I lost what was real I lost my reflection You point your finger just to deflect your shame ridden soul You scoff and laugh but you're the joke You're the drug that I can't let go You're the reason I can't go home At the end of this road is a love I could know But you're the drug that I can't let go You're the poison inside my soul But I'm the reason you'll never know Cause' I cut your supply And I'll save my goodbyes Oh I don't want to but I have to let you go Then I bargain with reality To take back what you took from me And I'll sacrifice the intoxicating fantasy I was your superficial high You were the love of my life I thought you'd keep you're promises But I'm just the drug you tossed aside I never thought that I could hate Till I never saw your face again Cause' you're a coward and thief "Sorry" will never replace your masquerade You're just a fake Now I'm the drug that you can't let go I'm the reason you can't go home At the end of this road is a love you could know But Im the drug that you can't let go I'm the poison inside you're soul And the truth is you're all alone So I'll cut your supply Throw away my goodbyes I don't want to but I have to let you go Sometimes love is patient Sometimes love is kind And sometimes loves the distance between your shadow and mine My weapon is forgiveness Forgiveness is the knife Forgiveness is what lacerates my love from your lie So I'll burry our love And embrace the unknown As I'm finally finding my way back home