Hey, yo

This is pro'lly the realest shit I ever wrote

Heh-huh!

Congratulations, you made me hate myself

You isolated me from my friends, and made me feel

Like, you're the best that I can do, so I'm afraid to build on myself, what the hell?

You think that you can take advantage of me and treat me like a lost puppy?

Go ahead and throw me out, bitch, you don't want me

And yeah, I fuckin' care, I can't pretend I don't

But, even if I wanted to, I swear to God, I won't

Everything I've sacrificed, so I can make you happy

You took my friends, my self-respect, even my family

Now, you ask if I'm depressed, nah, I'm fuckin' happy

I love the way that you treated me, yeah, come on and smack me

Come on and trap me, come and attack me

It's almost as if I feel happy, to be treated badly

But actually, I'm just madly in love wit' you

I tell people, I'm done wit' you

But, we know that ain't fuckin' true

I used to tell myself that you would change

I used to cry myself to sleep, and be depressed for days

But, hey, I'll stay with you, if you can stay with me

You can say that I'm insane, but I know that you'd change for me

I want you to love me like you used to

In the first month, heh

I wish we felt the same love for each other

That we used to when we first begun

Our relationship

Every time I look at you, I feel so broken

Down

Every time I see you smile, I'm still hopin'

That we can try again

This is so toxic

I feel like a monster

Even after all that I've done to you

Broke my back, for you

So attached to you

And, I just wanna say

Sorry, it's so toxic

This is so toxic

I feel like a monster

Even after all that I've done to you

Broke my back, for you

So attached to you

And, I just wanna say

Sorry, it's so toxic

I was your Romeo, you were my Juliet

I told myself that one day that we would be newly-wed

Whoops, there we go again, there goes another fight

It's like another fuckin' shovin' match, the other night

And I'm just fuckin' sick of this!

I'm fuckin' sick of you!

And every fuckin' argument we having's turnin' physical

You, bitch, are you retarded?

Can't you tell we fuckin' miserable?

But yet, you stay, because you selfish and it's pitiful

And, all the shit you ritual, traditional, this ridicule

Is tearin' us apart, but yet, I'm stuck, because I live with you

And now, I don't know what to do

'Cause, I feel like I'm trapped inside of a cage

I'm always pissed at you

And not to mention, I'm ashamed

'Cause, I feel like a broken record

Yet, I'm always sayin' I can change

I never wanna be the one to blame

I swear to God that if you try to leave

Then, I'ma put you up in flames

I want you to love me like you used to

In the first month, heh

I wish we felt the same love for each other

That we used to, when we first begun

Our relationship

Every time I look at you, I feel so broken

Down

Every time I see you smile, I'm still hopin'

That we can try, again

This is so toxic

I feel like a monster

Even after all that I've done to you

Broke my back, for you

So attached to you

And, I just wanna say

Sorry, it's so toxic

This is so toxic

I feel like a monster

Even after all that I've done to you

Broke my back, for you

So attached to you

And, I just wanna say

Sorry, it's so toxic

I don't care what people say, I'll be with you anyways

I just want you to be in my life, and me to be your life

And, I mean of course, I just miss all the old days

And, now we just both fight, you warm and I'm cold, right?

I swear to you, I'll stay

This moment's a fortnight, emotion is so right

But, swear that on this day, that we could be alright

I'm about to heal the poison, I'm about to find an antidote

The reason that I made this track is to make a message

For everybody starin' at me, with this blank expression

For everybody that's tellin' me this is fake affection

For everybody that's dealin' with this, the safe assessment

It's 'til you get the fuck out, and save ya'self

I know it's hard, but if you stay, then you get torn apart

I've got a broken heart, and now a teardrop just hit the page

A mark to make the chorus start

This is so toxic

I feel like a monster

Even after all that I've done to you

Broke my back, for you

So attached to you

And, I just wanna say

Sorry, it's so toxic

This is so toxic

I feel like a monster

Even after all that I've done to you

Broke my back, for you

So attached to you

And, I just wanna say

Sorry, it's so toxic