Sidwis

I grind my teeth in my sleep

I bite my tongue until it bleeds

And it's always hard to breathe

Sometimes I'm dizzy when I scream

It's like I have to cut it out of me

Or rip it out from deep beneath

That part of me that comes and goes with pain

The thing that's keeping me awake

There comes the flood that washes me away

There comes the wave that takes me out

And then it's over nothing left of me

I don't know what it's all about

I think of things that I did wrong a couple of years ago

And then the ceiling crashes down on me the vertigo kicks in

Oh how can anyone decide to spend their time with me

I'd recommend them to keep looking there's much more to see

It's like I have to cut it out of me

Or rip it out from deep beneath

That part of me that comes and goes with pain

The thing that's keeping me awake

There comes the flood that washes me away

There comes the wave that takes me out

And then it's over nothing left of me

I don't know what it's all about