Frozen Lake

3am at the condemned cafe I'm filling out the empty chairs with people I pushed away Thumbing through the failures of my life I don't want to be the one who tries but never gets it right Even when the stars align I disconnect them every time I could have the wind at my back And find a way to catch the slack I arm the alarm in the attic The place I put my misery I need protection from myself Not anybody else Could you please handcuff me? My karmic card's been canceled I've taken out too much luck without enough good deeds And you don't have to leave a light on I'm just gonna stay right here Let despair sing to me Even when the stars align I disconnect them every time I could have the wind at my back And find a way to catch the slack I can hardly see your face From underneath the frozen lake Funny it's a sunny day Still the ice won't melt away When I'm out to sea are you on the coast? Or when you think of me do you think of a ghost? There are no deadlines, no headlines in heaven We're all blissed out in boredom