Lesson Learned

I live my life constantly looking forward

I live my life with a heart of gold and a soul of black

Seduced by the weaving of my words

I had my way with them, and you had your way with me

You buried me beneath, but the end game is all the same

Take this moment of truth with a grain of salt and I'll do the same

When the world turns its back, I'll hand you the spade to dig your own grave

You weren't ready to become anything other than a fuck

It's more than I can bear to realize, how naive I was

I needed the push you gave to put your teeth on edge

My throat aches, and begs me to get to the point

We lay, you lied, we laid as thick as thieves

I am the demons forever bound to your bed

Out of sight but never out of mind

My jaw weighs heavy just to find some peace of mind

Malevolent Eyes dragged me by the ankles to the depths of the Hell she dug for herself

So lost and insecure

Lesson learned

Lesson learned

Pity for the living and wine for the dead

Lesson learned

Lesson learned

You will live out your life through the violent things I say

Lesson learned

Lesson learned

My vices got the best of me

They gripped me by the throat and went in for the kill

Sensed the warmth in my frost bitten bones, and sunk her teeth in for a taste of a better life

I lived a lie to its full potential

Left with nothing

Malevolent Eyes dragged me by the ankles to the depths of the Hell she dug for herself

Lesson learned

Lesson learned

The salt in your lungs is the vengeance you crave

Restitution has been granted but this lightheadedness remains