Don't recognize myself no more

I spent the weekend on the floor

Trying to find a reason why

I'm terrified of walking through the door

Don't want to wake up, I'm afraid of

A life of chasing, just to break up

From the start wish I could give up every time

Sick of searching for a meaning

Wish that I could trust the feelings

But they never fill the emptiness inside

I'm going crazy, feel it breaking me down

I see Your hand but I'm too weak to reach out

I try to call Your name but can't make a sound

I don't wanna feel like this

I don't know how to fight this

I'm going crazy, feel it breaking me down

I see Your hand but I'm too weak to reach out

I try to call Your name but can't make a sound

I don't wanna feel like this

I don't know how to fight this

I know the feeling's temporary

Doesn't mean it doesn't scare me

Wanna be stronger but it's hard sometimes to just pretend I'm fine

The truth's so hard to find when you only read between the lines

Don't want to wake up, I'm afraid of

A life of chasing, just to break up

From the start wish I could give up every time

Sick of searching for a meaning

Wish that I could trust the feelings

But they never fill the emptiness inside

I'm going crazy, feel it breaking me down

I see Your hand but I'm too weak to reach out

I try to call Your name but can't make a sound

I don't wanna feel like this

I don't know how to fight this

I'm going crazy, feel it breaking me down

I see Your hand but I'm too weak to reach out

I try to call Your name but can't make a sound

I don't wanna feel like this

I don't know how to fight this