This conversation is exhausting and I always say the wrong things

I think I know what this may cost me but please hear me out

An explanation that is past due

I'm out of favors I can ask you

And I wouldn't put it past you to just walk on out

Is my soul worth saving?

Am i a righteous man?

Are my mistakes all that I am to you?

I've tried so hard to change

No matter what I do it feels the same

I did everything like you were in my way

Convince me I belong in a world that feels so wrong

Sometimes I wish you'd let this go

(Move on and let this go)

And despite how much I've grown i feel I'm still trying to atone

Sometimes I wish you'd let me go

(Move on and let me go)

Is my soul worth saving?

Am i a righteous man?

Are my mistakes all that I am to you?

Because I've tried so hard to change

No matter what I do it feels the same

I did everything like you were in my way

And for all those things I said

I was talking to the you that's in my head

You tried everything but you can't make this okay

You were in my way

And you tried everything

You can't make this okay

Yea

I've tried so hard to change

No matter what I do it feels the same

I did everything like you were in my way

Because ive tried so hard to change

No matter what I do it feels the same

I did everything like you were in my way

And for all those things I said

I was talking to the you that's in my head

You tried everything but you can't make this okay

I cant make this okay