I was living in the dark, hit an all-time low, had no control, lost, didn’t know where to go, At the end of the road, At the end of my rope, heart feeling cold, didn’t think there was hope, I relied on the dope, didn’t know how to cope, emptiness in my soul, Didn’t know the way out, voice getting loud, head in the cloud, all I felt was the doubt, I would scream I would shout, without making sounds, So no one could hear, running in fear, the devil was near, he was all in my ear, my mind wasn’t clear, invisible tears, All i carried was pain, i was walking in shame, every day was the same, dead in grave, desperate to change, didn’t know how to pray, didn’t know what to do, don’t want to walk in these shoes, nothing to lose, nothing to prove, i was feeling confused, always in a bad mood, Didn’t know who I was, chasing a buzz, getting lit was a must, like where’s the love, man I was crushed, so I turned to the drugs, I tried escape, i was losing the race, I hated my face, and i hated this place . I didn’t have faith, didn’t know about Grace, Didn’t care if I live, even though I had kids, like I wouldn’t be missed, I was drowning i sin, my head it would spin, with a devilish grin, My body was weak, no desire to eat, no desire to speak, and I can’t even sleep, my body would tweak, and the cycle repeats, Convinced I was stuck, I was down on my luck, like there’s no one to trust, like who can I hug, always holding a grudge, sweep it under the rug, Always feeling attack, living like it’s a trap, always watching my back, always holding the strap, I regretted the past, wishing that I would crash, believing the lies, I was walking with pride, but wishing I died, I was losing the fight, no one hearing the cries, no one here on my side, I was looking all pail, jumping over the rail, my spirit was stale, expecting to fail, dead or or jail, on a highway to hell, Inside I was dead, all these lies in my head, all the lies they would spread, I was drowning in meds, toss and turn in my bed, all I wanted was rest, Now I’m living the truth, now I have proof, I am renewed, his love is for me, his love is for you, so how can we lose