It's a phase that I tried to evade

Looking back won't fulfil my grace

And I just can't see any change

Sometimes I can hardly relate

To my old self and I feel that I have mended my ways

And I feel that I've mended my ways

For the sake of saving my face

A humble state is to not relate as a force of habit appropriate

For the sake of saving your face

Any place that I choose to grace I make sure that I'm needed there

I reflect to reaffirm my place

The last time I thought that I was held in this regard

I was twenty one years old and had no friends left in the world

It's a sign of how far I've come in conjunction with new blood

That's found its way to filter through me since I finally had enough

I call this my perfect hell

Put myself through years of self resurrection

It's a story that I'll tell and I'll tell yet again

My second decade fostered my introspection

Ive been so selfish but I know it's healthy

To stand up for yourself and withstand the conflict

Iv'e been so selfless I know it's unhealthy

To stand down and keep peace and withdraw from conflict

Iv'e been so selfish but I know it's healthy

To stand up for yourself and withstand the conflict

Iv'e been so selfless I know it's unhealthy

To stand down and keep peace and withdraw from conflict

I can decide for myself

I can decide for myself I've regained autonomy

I can decide for myself let the rain cleanse bigotry

Im not a borrowed insecure young boy anymore

I can decide for myself

Drink some more liquor to digest everything

The Choice cigarettes on your breath no longer bring bad memories

I know that you're lonely and you sleep sideways

Only after bleeding your loved ones so dry

Listen listen listen listen listen to all that I say

My world revolves around me

Listen to all that I say

My world revolves around me

Listen listen listen listen to me