Oasis (feat. Bibi Bourelly)

I'm in my lil' oasis

Been to a whole lotta places

Nothin' like my lil' oasis

And it feel fuckin' amazin'

Been livin' in my lil' oasis

Please don't come around tryna change it

I can't let that happen, I made it

Ain't nuttin' like my lil' oasis

Ooh-whoa, ooh-whoa, ooh-whoa

Yeah, bury my problems in a bottle and a feast

No routine, no obligations, hardly gettin' any sleep

This is the dream, right?

Usin' random women just to boost my self-esteem, right?

Comfortable, complacent, I can't let go, so I squeeze tight

Hangin' on, I'm a mess

I could've swore that I was s'posed to be goin' somewhere, but I forget

I'm in a drunken stupor, feel like a fuckin' loser

I don't know what I even want, don't see a fuckin' future

Feel like I have everything, but I feel nothin'

Spent a quarter-million dollars on a car that I don't need just to feel somethin' (Yeah)

Still nothin'

Well, everything else failed, I might as well try self-destructin'

Dress it up though, make it look sexy so I don't notice

That my bein' is deterioratin', I'm losin' focus

At least it's got a multi-multi-Platinum sound to it

Get your shit together, yeah, I get around to it

I'm in my lil' oasis

Been to a whole lotta places

Nothin' like my lil' oasis

And it feel fuckin' amazin'

Been livin' in my lil' oasis

Please don't come around tryna change it

I can't let that happen, I made it

Ain't nuttin' like my lil' oasis

Ooh-whoa, ooh-whoa, ooh-whoa

Losin' direction by the minute, I'm trippin', I'm stallin'

Feelin' like DMX 'cause lately I'm slippin', I'm fallin'

Fuck it, I'm ballin', I'll get back on track tomorrow

I got time, ain't no rush, before you know it, it's tomorrow, damn

Defeated, depleted, don't wanna believe it

Anxiety beatin' my ass, I'm overeatin'

I put on thirty pounds of fat, friends say I'm gettin' money

If this is rich then take me back to bein' broke and bummy

I made an independent fortune and my engine's foreign

But my stress is soarin', bootleg pornos off a Reddit forum

Every mornin', that's a copin' mechanism

Like the smokin' and the drinkin' and I'm prone to overthinkin'

Need a self soothe, I got some bad habits (Yeah)

Yeah

Check my account though, it just looks like I'm a cash addict (Ha)

I'm back at it every day, driftin' further away

Go get your shit together, maybe tomorrow, but not today

I'm in my lil' oasis

Been to a whole lotta places

Nothin' like my lil' oasis

And it feel fuckin' amazin'

Been livin' in my lil' oasis

Please don't come around tryna change it

I can't let that happen, I made it

Ain't nuttin' like my lil' oasis

Ooh-whoa, ooh-whoa, ooh-whoa