How Would That Feel

Did I hear that right? Did she just shine a spotlight On her innermost feelings Like it's no big deal Say whatever, whenever you like You'd presume with all my mastery To pursue flights of fancy, easy Who am I kidding, I've never found that part of me 'Cause I'm designed to color inside the lines Cool and methodical Way too responsible I can't help it Sometimes I peek through a keyhole and see people happy I admit It might be time to changе my paradigm If only I can let go of the wheel My fear rеplaced with total faith I'm fiercely free and really real Flying blind How would that feel? This all makes me so uncomfortable I want to let go Be vulnerable Who am I kidding, I've never met that side of me In my defense The truth has a consequence I won't watch the whole thing spin out of control If I have the chance It might be time to change my paradigm If I can only let go of the wheel My fear replaced with total faith I'm fiercely free and really real Flying blind How would that feel? In another time we had a life together Could time repeat Or will it unravel? Be careful what you start Make one mistake and blow it all apart Or worse Break my own heart Who am I kidding, I've never found that part of me It might be time to change my paradigm If only I can let go of the wheel It's nice to dream that I could change my mind Deep down, I know I will never let go My fear is staked I have no faith Contented freedom is not real Flying blind How would that feel?