I don't wanna, I don't wanna live for this

I don't wanna, nevermind

I wish I didn't see it this way

Nevermind, nevermind

Nevermind, nevermind

Nevermind, nevermind

When it's time, then it's time, yeah

I'm running out of patience, oh

I don't wanna carry this load

I don't wanna live for the world, but am I really livin'

Am I really living? I don't know

Oh no, no, no, no

Oh lord, I don't know

Oh lord, I don't know

No, no, no

I was living for these people... mmm I don't wanna go back

Say we're separate, we ain't equal

I don't wanna go there, oh

Nevermind, nevermind, nevermind, oh I know that I'm gon' find out when it's time though

Nevermind, nevermind, nevermind, oh nevermind, oh, mind oh

Look, my dad said I talk too much but I don't think I talk enough

And that there's the problem, they try to come silence us

And then they confide in us like we don't got hearts, man

I swear I been holdin' up, but I can't keep on holdin' up

All these people that's doubtin'

I'm smilin', they poutin, I'm poutin', they smilin'

They say that they care but only when you dyin'

Vipers, vipers, vipers

Tryna get me with the venom

They just devils wearin' denims

See through the glasses of a sinner

I heard just what you said

I'ma just let you be, I don't wanna kill your vibe

'Cause I'm gonna make a scene

So be, it's ode

All I know is I don't wanna die alone

Spent all these years up on the phone talking to people I don't know

I was stupid, Lord, I know

Just wanted someone I could hold

My King is comin' from the throne

And you gon' hear them trumpets blow, yeah yeah

I'm running out of patience, oh

I don't wanna carry this load

I don't wanna live for the world, but am I really livin'

Am I really living? I don't know

Oh no, no, no, no

Oh lord, I don't know

Oh lord, I don't know

No, no, no

I was living for these people... mmm I don't wanna go back

Say we're separate, we ain't equal

I don't wanna go there, oh

Nevermind, nevermind, nevermind, oh I know that I'm gon' find out when it's time though

Nevermind, nevermind, nevermind, oh nevermind, oh, mind oh

Damn I said it we should take it back and let's rewind oh

This is for my haters I don't see you cause I'm blind hoe

And I gotta say that God is good all the time tho'

All the time tho'

All the time

Yeah, they gonna hate on me regardless

But I'm still showin' love to the heartless

Man, I used to love goin' to parties

Now in these days, I go hardly

Battling heartache, time to demarcate

I made a choice to empty out the bottles

Emptied out the bottles, now I'm goin' full throttle

Boy, you better get right before you come and try to holla

Yes, I am a queen cause I'm married to the King doe

And he told me I got a place in his Kingdom

I ain't gonna tell you how to live your life

But you better make sure that you close all the windows

But nevermind, oh nevermind, nevermind, nevermind