Last night I watched myself sleep

I ventured into the deep

To a place unknowing to me

But a domain I've been dying to see

As the seasons come and go

Will this pain remain the same

My annihilation draws its breath

The vultures circle and do there dance of death

This place is not for the weak

A twisted game of hide and seek

This world has taken enough from me

For now I'll bathe in the debris

Sorrow fits me perfectly, like a slave to its master it never leaves

You'll haunt me endlessly, until I'm picking out blood clots from my teeth

Mould myself a brand new face

One that learns to smile again

Repulsive, offensive, repugnant, abhorrent

As darkness caresses the light

Dead cold and petrified

Revel in my distress

Feeding your appetite

When darkness swallows the light

My grave lies self-satisfied

My Body becoming white

It's time to say goodnight

Why does it feel like the walls are closing in on me

Why does it feel like everyone's my enemy

I gave in to your game just to let you have your way

When all is said and done I'm still the one who's come undone

Shall I revert to type and cry my ghosts to sleep at night

My life paves way for illusion

No peace and no conclusion

Drill through my head take what is left

Cut through my chest to warm the dead

Drain out my blood then paint the halls

Leave me to rot inside the walls

My hands grow numb from digging myself a grave

The last thought I have tells me that I'm better off dead

Better off dead

Better off dead

Better off dead